doodles on my scratch paper~
Monday, October 26, 2009
I'm feeling kinda complete. XD
I dunno if it's still a joke but each time he tells me that he loves me, i feel butterflies! He's giving me butterflies each time he make me feel I'm his. But when I'm thinking about us, it's kind of complicated. Because for me, I should NOT date a friend in my circle. But ghaaaaaaad. I think I like him alreadyyyyy! This is waaaayyy too insane! Hahaha. I don't want to fall so hard coz maybe this is not real. Y'know, friends fooling around. Fooling with each others feelings.
I don't wanna fall sooo hard. But I can't help it!
Lalalala~
Labels: Love is in the air. Hahaha.
3:37:00 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Too boring. I need twist and turns in my life.
Seriously, I need something to keep me inspired!
I need someone who will motivate me to study more.
I need someone who will force me to wake up so I can just see him again.
I need someone who can make me laugh even if I'm really pissed off.
I need someone who will be by my side in my lowest point.
I need someone who would make my heart beat slow and fast at the same time.
HAHA. Right. That would be waaaaayyy impossible.
And mostly, I need someone who will love me just because he love me and I love him.
Her we go again, I'm havin' cheesy thoughts~♥
Some love, huh? Sheeeesh.
9:47:00 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Shocked. O_O
I just can't believe what I saw earlier this morning. It was I think 1:15 AM, I can't sleep that time. So being the nosy girl I am, I took her phone and explored it. Then I went to videos, I was shocked, very shocked. I just can't believe what I saw. I can't tell it but I guess you can tell what it is. T_T
9:29:00 AM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
My eyes hurt.
Its not because of tears. Ayaw nga lumabas eh! I want to cry my heart out, though ayaw talaga ng mata ko. May sarili ata tong utak eh. Mas matalino sa utak ko, siguro iniisip ng precious eyes ko na hindi worth it iyakan yung lalaking hindi naman ako mahal, ayt?
So why did I even fall for him?
I dunno. Do I really have to have a reason?
Pero siguro, may mga bagay-bagay lang na tungkol at meron sa kanya na nakapagpahina sakin at nagkagusto ako sa kanya.
*Ang bango niya. Yan talaga nakakapagpahina sakin, ang bango kasi niya eh. Hahaha.
*Kapag ngumingiti siya. Bihira kasi eh.
*Pagiging misteryoso niya ng sooobra.
Magaling makipaglaban. Tahimik pero matink. Hahaha.
Tama na nga. Masesenti na naman ako nito!
7:56:00 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
Quotes from the ♥
These are the quotable quotes that really made sense for me.
"Its not the fall that hurts, its the sudden stop."
--Ate Eos' Story, Fall For You
*Admit it, natamaan ka din.~
"'I-Love-You' is eight letter... so is Bullshit."
--Anonymous
*Hahaha. Bitter much?
"The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you.
You just have to choose who is worth the pain."
--I dunno. Nabasa ko lang sa
msg stat ng kaklase ko. =)))
*I strongly agree with this.
"The course of love never did run smooth."
--William Shakespeare
*Oh, Shakespeare! I admire your writings. =)))
"Love is seeing an imperfect person perfectly."
--She's Dating the Gangster by Ate Bianca.
*Super right. No matter how bad his attitude
or how imperfect he is, yo still
accept him whole-heartedly and
without questions asked.
Until here, I forgot some of my other favorite
quotable quotes. Sorry naman! Haha.
5:30:00 PM
What’s Love Oracle says about you? on Facebook.
Dear Ciara jamie Garcia, You dealt the Two of Spades!.
The two of spades indicates deceit and/or gossip is possible. This card can point to breaks in relationships.
If the question concerns a particular romantic interest, this is considered a warning card — infidelity or separation is quite possible.
This sucks. BIG TIME.
12:34:00 PM
The Man In My Dream Last Night
I'm sure I saw his face already! But the thing is, I think I know who's that man but I forgot his face already after I wake-up. Bullshit right? I fuckin' hate my brain! The only thing that I remember in my dream is that he fought the guy who's talking shit at me.
I wonder who's that man...
Could he be Mr.Right?
10:33:00 AM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday, Ate Lang! =)))
[the one with white top.]
Sana maging Magna Cum Laude ka sa katalinuhan mo.
BWAHAHAHA.
Weng!
Miss na kita! Bawi kami ng SixStars sa Saturday
after ng training. Labyuuu!
Kung pwede lang ipa-deliver sa'yo si Earl.
Hahaha.
10:08:00 PM
I need to take this all ouuutttt.
I seriously need to take this all out. Ang hirap! I dunno if it's only 'like' or 'love'. Ghad. I know he has a girlfriend and I know that this is a 'one-sided love' so I should've shoved away the idea of falling for him. And being his classmate frustrates me even more.
And seeing them so in love with each other?
I think I'm literally dying. T_T
8:44:00 PM
MY *ehem* LOVABLE *ehem* VIRTUAL FRIENDS. Part 2!
Tulad ng sinabi ko sa unang part, my internet world would suck without them. :)
Ate Erin
Isa yan sa theBETERANOS.
Ka-plurk ko din.
Kaya lang, minsan na lang siyang mag-internet. T_T
Ate, Erin! Miss ka na namin! =)))))
Ate Yuki
First time kong may nakilalang
half-japanese thru internet.
At si Ate Yuki yown! =)))
Ate Star
Ka-plurk.
Sayang nga eh, minsan lang kami nakakapag-usap.
Kiemx
Ka-plurk!
Seriously, ganyan ang tawag niya sakin
kapag nagkakasalubong kami sa school. =)))
Hideko
Ang kaibigan kong frustrated maging Korean.
Hahaha.
Peace, Men! =P
Ayan. =P
Hahaha.
Nakalimutan ko na yung iba eh.
Sorrryyyyy! ^_____^v
2:01:00 PM
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Temporarily Complete. :]
Nagising ako kaninang umaga na sooobrang aga, 9:40 to be exact ayon sa aking cellphone. Maaga na sakin yun, haha. Nagulantang kasi ako sa text ng kaklase ko! Sabi ba naman.
',xama q kinse* pnta dn dw la salle'
[*si kinse ho ang pinakamamahal naming crush ni Sab. XD]
Dali-dali akong tumayo. Di ko nga alam ang gagawin ko eh. Hinanap ko pa yung twalya ko kung saan-saan. Nasa kama lang pala ng pinsan ko sa taas. Naibato ko pala dun kagabi. Hahaha.
So ayun, naligo ako, na-interrupt naman ang pagligo ko dahil na-pu-poopoo daw si Mama. Kaya ayun, napalabas ako ng kubeta. Nakapag-computer tuloy ako ng nakatapis lang. Hahaha. Tinext ko naman yung kaibigan ko.
At alam niyo ba ang nakakabuset na balita?!
Umalis na si kinse*, mukhang nainip dahil wala pa yung mga totoong kasama dapat nung kaibigan ko. WAAAHH. Feel ko pa namang kasama siya sa DLSU-D. Huhuhu. T_T
So ayun, tinamad na akong kumilos. Papatay patay akong kumilos dahil sa disappointment. Akala ko pa naman~ Patunay na di kami meant to be. WTF?! Saan galing yun? Hahaha.
So ayun, unfortunately, kahit wala siya, I have to go there. Kahit labag sa akin kaluoban.
Pagpunta ko sa DLSU-D, wala yung mga naghihintay sakin! Trages, asan sila?! Nagpaikot-ikot na ako sa buong Kadiwa, wala sila! Sabi sa may Ministop daw, amputsaaaaa. Maraming Ministop sa Dasma no! Tsaka, tanong ako ng tanong kung nasa loob sila o labas ng DLSU, ang isinasagot ba naman sakin eh nasa harapan sila. Ang galing no? Dang ano eh... dang ano... basta yun. Hahaha. Kakapikon.
Buti na lang at makapal ang mukha ko at nakahingi ako ng form sa guard. Dami ko pang nakasabay na II students, kagulat eh. Hahaha.
So ayun, kinontak ko yung mga 'trages kong kasama. Sabi ko dun na lang kami sa bonggang overpass magkita-kita. Pumayag naman sila. So ayun, antagal kong naghintay dun. Buseeet. Ang dali ko pa namang mainip.
And after a fucking million years, nakita ko na sila. Thank heavens! :)
Pumunta kami nung friend ko sa SM. Pagkadating namin eh diretso kami ng Natinal Bookster, request ko. Hahhaa. Naghanap ako ng mabibiling libro kahit wala akong pera, type ko mag-canvas eh. Hahhaa.
Tapos, pagkatapos nun... Diretso sa Greenwich! Syempre, lamon mode ako. Hahaha. Ayun, oreder ako ng Lasgna Supreme tapos naka-apat na garlic stick ako. Tibay ko no? Hahhaa. Pang-construction worker ata sikmura ko. :))
Inaantay kasi namin ni prend si boypren niya. SO dumating si boypren, medyo nahiya pa ata sakin. Hahaha. Habang lamon galore lang ako sa harapan niya, sabi nga ni sab. INYOPES. Hahaha.
Tapos, nagulat na lang ako, nagsalita si pren, 'Xiay, si kinse* oh!' Napalingon ako, woooot! Siya nga with our prends! Ngumiti siya tapos kumaway ako. Tas layas na sila. Pagkaharap ko naman kay prend, biglang sabi, 'ayieeee.' sabi ko lang, 'huh? lul.'
Tapos umalis na kami sa Greenwich tapos umakyat na kami sa 3rd floor ng SM Dasma, hinanap namin sila sa Quantum, but they're no where to be found! So, bababa na sana kami ng may shinig, shimmering, splendid na lalaki na umakyat gamit ang escalator. AWOOOT. Si kinse* my labs. ^^ Lumapit kami agad sa kanila tas onting usap tas nagpaalam na ako. TAE. Nalusaw ako sa tinginan namin. May mabigat na intensity eh! Hahaha.
LAB NGA NAMAN. [Kahit di naman talaga 'lab'. Hahaha.]
Kahit papano, may day is complete. Kahit halata namang incomplete pa rin. >_____<
7:51:00 PM